Confessions of an A**hole

September 4 at 1:34am

(name withheld to protect anonimity) told me she msged you today in regards to the comment you sent us. why, DIZZLE (name changed)? you knew deep down we wouldnt accept the invitation. dont be silly like that. i know it's an awkward situation for you but, you brought it upon yourself.

you chose to get involved with her. you screwed it up. you chose to get involved with me. you screwed that up too. it now just so happens that we work together....and we truly get along and enjoy each other's company. we don't talk about you as much as im sure you'd like us to.

you're a cool guy. you know ive always thought that. don't be childish or ask such dumb things of us. your invitation seemed malicious and lacking any sort of good intention. you know id love to go to your races but, you havent invited me to any in months and now you invite me to one with her? cmon, now...

regardless, have fun. good luck with your races. and learn from your experiences. grow from them. dont allow yourself to be consumed by your naturally impulsive behavior and say dumb things. you know better.

sorry im typing so much...ive had quite a bit to drink and am therefore expressing myself more openly. jaja

i hope everything else is going well for you. ever since youve decided to "distance yourself" from me i havent really spoken to you. i just see random pictures of you with black girls...lol. hope that's treating you well ;)

be good. not necessarily to others...but to yourself. i know it sounds cheesy/corny but, its true. its important to be proud of your choices at the end of the day. atleast for me, there's no greater disappointment than knowing i fucked up.

with that said, au revoir monsieur.

p.s. i think i saw (name withheld) at bougies tonight? maybe...idk....i think?


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Date:

Jun 23, 2008 6:28 PM

Subject:

thats all.

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received a missed call from you at 6am? still have your belt i'll leave it w/ joey for when you next see him or you can scoop it up at some point. ive moved though...

rhetorically speaking... i feel you have little respect for me. it's really the principal that's disappointing.
how shamelessly callus.


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Date:

May 25, 2008 3:05 PM

Subject:

thanks

Body:

for selling me out!